I have developed anxiety and invited depression in my life.

No, you haven't. Don't blame yourself for your reaction from the actions of humanity's cruelty to you. We do our best to help ourselves with the knowledge, wisdom, and strength we got. When we are wrong, life has its own ways of teaching us. And I think you have learned. Your words of wisdom and strength, speaks for itself. Beautiful piece. You are a survivor and you will survive. You have a strong heart and a stronger soul.