It hurts my heart, and soul to read this. I try my best to avoid reading racist anything. I love the way you think. I too, often wonder what if the table were turn, how would they feel. So far I am only able to do it with myself. It helps me to understand the feeling of others. I learn widsom, understanding and thoughtfulness from always putting myself in someone else's shoe. It humbles and strengthens me. It also helps me to treat everyone good, no matter the race.